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A Letter For My Nerdy Viking

“Come back. Even as a shadow, even as a dream.” - Euripides Dear Brian, So, I lied. I can’t wait forever for you. You never choose me, so I’m going to. I can only hope that someday you will come around, but I'm not gonna be waiting forever. Whatever happens is gonna happen, because I… Continue reading A Letter For My Nerdy Viking

Creative Writing

Happy Birth Death Day, Dad!

2 Years. 2 Years ago, everything changed. 2 Years ago, my world shifted on its axis, blasted out of orbit by the death of my father. We knew it was coming. All the signs were there. Mentally, I think he'd been kinda gone for a few weeks. Possibly since the hospital trip in February (2… Continue reading Happy Birth Death Day, Dad!

Creative Writing

Free- a poem

Hopelessness is consuming me tonight, so I decided to try the crisis line. The woman on the other end told me she understood, but she wasn't really listening. I feel like I'm screaming at the world, begging it to listen, but nobody can hear me. I have become the invisible woman. Since nothing is working,… Continue reading Free- a poem

Creative Writing

P.S. I Love You – A Poem

Going through the pictures Of what used to be, I stumbled on the feelings Of what I used to see. I hid what I couldnt say, Afraid of what I'd hear. Now I'm filled with regrets That I could have held you near. I don't think you'd remember We almost had something there, Long forgotten… Continue reading P.S. I Love You – A Poem

Creative Writing

Untitled Poetry

Everytime I see you I see so much more. I get these feelings deep inside Urging me to explore. I keep my feelings hidden So no one else will know. I'm not supposed to love you So I can't let it show. Yet Everytime I start to think My thoughts drift to your face. I… Continue reading Untitled Poetry