Enough
When you look back on these days I hope you know I loved you I hope you know I tried All I ever wanted was to be exactly what you needed what you desired you craved what you wanted But it didn’t matter because I could never be good enough. I could never be pretty…
Crush Part Two
It’s all an illusion, A fantasy. I’ll play the game Until I can’t. You want it? You got it. Say the words. In our game of hearts, Everyone loses. When it’s over, Will we be strangers? Are we destined for greatness or epic failure? When our time is done and you depart, The scars remind…
Crush Part One
It’s all a dream, a fairy tale but that doesn’t mean i wanna stop Take me, I’m yours no matter the cost Will i destroy you or you destroy me? Soul mates or soul sisters? Only time will tell With chemistry like this there are no walls when the day comes and i have to…
It isn’t fair
In my head, I scream and cry hurl things at the walls sever connections out of spite They never stop the onslaught of voices distinct yet the same cathy marie welton Author’s note: While this is an older piece, it still resonates with me. Living with BPD, Autism, ADHD, C-PTSD, anxiety, and depression is a…
Nightmare
How can the world keep turning when I can’t feel anything anymore? The absense of you is everywhere Even though you are long gone I cannot understand why though and I know it’s not fair you should be here with us I should be there with you Without you, the world is empty and cold…
Rule Breakers
if we’re bending the rules let’s bend them til they break whatever’s here between us couldn’t be fake your soul sets mine on fire mine sets yours free when i can’t see tomorrow you help me just be as the demons taunt me with the horrors i’ve survived you remind me it’s okay with patience,…
no good ending
there is no way for this to end any way but bad brokenhearted and bleeding watching your life from the sidelines wishing it was me but still wanting the best for you anyway cathy marie welton Author’s note: This is another older poem. As I’m cleaning out my office, I realized there were lots of…
Ode to my first husband
If words could save a life would I still be your wife? Let me kiss it all away, Just enough to make you stay. Candy-coated promises spoken, Always destined to be broken. I hate myself for loving you, always too good to be true. cathy marie welton Author’s note: This poem was written sometime between…
Light the fire
will it push you away when i ask you to stay? set myself up for heart break the moment we first touched now i need your connection and you don’t feel a thing I’ve been frozen in time incapable of moving forward, you awakened my soul lit a fire behind my eyes in different places…
Secret Lover
I don’t understand the rules between you and me. I created the boundaries but I’ve lost control Desire crept in and took over my soul I want you and I need you But I can’t have you You’ll never be mine and that hurts me more than i can say I’ve always loved you in…
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